Dhaka, Bangladesh
Hathras
The fire you see through your tv, burning over the trees,
That is me. My body being burned.
If I have been alive,
I would have my family to be there at my last rites.
Nevertheless, I am dead. I have no rights!
I am a woman. I have no rights!
I am a Dalit. I have no rights!
The field you see on TV is the field where I walked for the last time,
You see the foliage on the site.
I was dragged there, raped and assaulted.
I am a Dalit woman. I was a Dalit woman.
Now, I am dead.
They burned my body in the middle of the night,
With the police cordoned all around.
Can you imagine the importance of being a dead scheduled caste raped woman?
That is me!
This is my village of nineteen years.
That is the entire span of my life.
For nineteen years, I walked in these fields.
I milked the buffaloes; I did the household work.
I went to school. I studied in class three.
If you ask the neighbours, probably they will say,
She was a simple and homely girl.
She walked through the fields.
She cooked for her father and the family.
I did what a village girl does.
I was what a village girl was.
I was no one. Invisible!
I was like anybody else!
I spent my last earthly life in the hospital bed.
I was paralyzed. My spine was broken.
On my death bed, I told my sister in law,
To tell "Ma" that I would return home soon.
However, you knew that I would not.
The flames through the trees you see in every tv channel that is me.
There was no respect being a Dalit while I was alive.
Even in death, there was no dignity for a Dalit.
My body being burned.
I was raped and assaulted.
I was a woman! A Dalit woman.
Now, I am dead!
Invisible both in earthly and afterlife.
Invisible and No one!